| wtf, life. stupid, stupid, stupid life. i'm at the time where there are very little people in my life who mean a whole lot to me, some who mean little to me, and many who mean nothing to me. elementary school is where you practice your friendship skills of sharing. whether it's sharing secrets, stories, stickers, or just food. middle school is where you make friends with everyone within the school. where you input your friendship skills from elementary school. where everyone is happy and befriends everyone else. high school is where everything begins. it's where you start to flick off each and every person, one by one. who is important in your life. who is trustworthy. who is loyal. who is fun. who is intelligent. who is independent. who is someone who you can stand. who has never done anything significantly horrible to you. who is able to sacrifice certain things for you, whether it is guys, food, clothes, homework, or even time. by the end of high school, everything changes. high school is supposedly the best years of your life, so why waste them hating or shit talking? i think i've finally realized that it's easier to block out those who are more than just insignificant out of our lives, than waste your time hating and shit talking. spend your time making new friends, memories, inside jokes, and laughs. clearly, i won't be following this realization of mine anytime soon, but i'm gradually getting there. at the moment, i'm not feeling so friendly. i'm in more of an emotionless state, since exams are coming and nothing matters more than marks and studying.
(BTW, don't talk or ask me about these things either at school, outside of school, on the phone, msn or what not. whatever i write on xanga, stays on xanga. if you want to say something, comment.)
Love life, or Hate it. I just live it. (\ (\
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( " ") --! BRUP BRUP. OUT &-- |
